Do You Feel Like We Do

I dunno. Do you ever look back on a week and feel like you're remembering someone else's life? Like it wasn't you? I mean, I've done a lot this week, but I don't feel like I did it. Practically, logically, rationally, of course I realize that it was me, but I feel this disconnect.

This has been a hard week emotionally. Work's great: I'm getting commissions, good feedback, participating in shows; but I'm just overwhelmed, just plain sad. We got the final report about Jason and I think it's just like we're in shock again, not believing it really happened, an aftershock, if you will. I've got all this stuff to take care of around the house, but I don't care to do it. Maybe that's why I feel like someone else is doing the things I've done.

We just keep telling ourselves that it's ok to feel whatever we're feeling. It's definitely tough though. Maybe next week I'll be perkier.

Peace. Be well.

SOLD - Peter Frampton 04/18/08